Erasing Blurred Lines
Sometimes I halt in silence
Reflect on who I am
How far I’ve come
Mindful I’ve attained
A space I could be satisfied
One I could call my own
Separate from the ties that bind
Blurred lines rarely satisfied
What does she want from me
Unclear fringe I cannot see
What toll I pay when
I disregard her whims
Coming close then falling fast
I think she does not want me to succeed
Only God can fill her need
I no longer care to sing the song
I’ve sung throughout the years
I recall our ups and downs
Minding every word I said
Did not matter what it was I had erred
Her disdain for me reverberates
Sifting through my tears
I cut through heartache accepting peace
Not reconciliation